Aiming to be healed

Hi everyone. My name is josef. I am from the philippines. Psoriasis
suferer since 4-5 years ago.

I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY DANDRUFF…..
One day i just noticed thickening of my scalp with uncomfortable
scales or dandruff as i call it. I never knew what psoriasis then
was. Tried different anti-dandruff shampoos commercially available.
Even tried putting anti-fungal meds for my scalp. There were days
when they are not so thick so i thought my shampoo/treatment works.

SMALL RED PATCHES…………
Until small red patches on my skin appears. Again, i put my anti-
fungal cream to work. This time, they seem to double and multiply
like GREMLINS. Not because of the cream i suppose….but at this
point, i just am ready to bleme everything that comes my path….

OMIGOSH! WHAT’S HAPPENING WITH MY NAILS……….
As if my scalp and skin disorder is not enough, my nails are being
destroyed by fungus-like residue hidden underneath. At this point,
together with the patches on outer hands, my nails were becoming
monstrous in appearance. Indescribable. It is at this point where i
seek the help of a dermatologist. And for the first time, my doctor
introduced me to the word….psoriasis.

3 YEARS HAVE GONE AND SOME MORE COMING…….
3 years have passed by and I had several treatments from several
doctors since then. With my growing impatience and thinning hope for
cure, i tried everything there is available from various sources.
From herbal medicine, diet, chemotheraphy, etc. I was draining my
savings subscribing to anything that i deem possible to even
alleviate my condition.

FROM PHYSICAL……EMOTIONAL…….SPIRITUAL SUFFERING…..
6 years ago, after coming from an overseas job, i was at the helm of
the sales and marketing department of one of the top corporations in
the philippines at 35. Everything seems perfectly well. Until
psoriasis came into the picture…. I was starting to withraw from
society because i can not even manage a decent hand-shake with my
clients and peers. I eventually resign my position and job. I started
to question everything that i believe in….my creator not spared. I
found false comfort from DRUGS. For two years since then, i was a
dependent. I lost everything that i have in life. includung my family
because i started to be unreasonable and helpless.

HERE….NOW….
After 3 years of fighting off my addiction. I can now say that i
became stronger and hopeful again. I am now practicing visualization
complementing my topical and oral meds. I wish to start with my
cleansing diet soon. Couldn’t find a decent job yet but i know one
day i will. I started to have and win my family back. I haven’t done
drugs for the past 3 years now and vow not to ever come near to it.
My condition is not yet getting better but i know in my heart, there
is a purpose deeper than i can ever comprehend. I know i will be
healed…if not physically…..maybe spiritually…..

thanks for reading this.

4 Responses to “Aiming to be healed”

  1. Savannah Mindi Says:

    Hi,

    What a sad story, I am so sorry you had to go thru all of that. I have had
    Psoriasis since I was a teenager, so I understand some of what you are going
    thru. Please get a copy of Dr. Pagano’s book, Healing Psoriasis, A Natural
    Alternative. I have been trying some of the stuff he suggests in the book
    and am seeing results. I found my copy on Ebay and know it is available on
    www.Amazon.com . He offers alot of sound advice for the psoriasis
    sufferrer.

    Hope things go better for you,
    Dawna

    Hi everyone. My name is josef. I am from the philippines. Psoriasis
    suferer since 4-5 years ago.

    I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY DANDRUFF…..
    One day i just noticed thickening of my scalp with uncomfortable
    scales or dandruff as i call it. I never knew what psoriasis then
    was. Tried different anti-dandruff shampoos commercially available.
    Even tried putting anti-fungal meds for my scalp. There were days
    when they are not so thick so i thought my shampoo/treatment works.

    SMALL RED PATCHES…………
    Until small red patches on my skin appears. Again, i put my anti-
    fungal cream to work. This time, they seem to double and multiply
    like GREMLINS. Not because of the cream i suppose….but at this
    point, i just am ready to bleme everything that comes my path….

    OMIGOSH! WHAT’S HAPPENING WITH MY NAILS……….
    As if my scalp and skin disorder is not enough, my nails are being
    destroyed by fungus-like residue hidden underneath. At this point,
    together with the patches on outer hands, my nails were becoming
    monstrous in appearance. Indescribable. It is at this point where i
    seek the help of a dermatologist. And for the first time, my doctor
    introduced me to the word….psoriasis.

    3 YEARS HAVE GONE AND SOME MORE COMING…….
    3 years have passed by and I had several treatments from several
    doctors since then. With my growing impatience and thinning hope for
    cure, i tried everything there is available from various sources.
    From herbal medicine, diet, chemotheraphy, etc. I was draining my
    savings subscribing to anything that i deem possible to even
    alleviate my condition.

    FROM PHYSICAL……EMOTIONAL…….SPIRITUAL SUFFERING…..
    6 years ago, after coming from an overseas job, i was at the helm of
    the sales and marketing department of one of the top corporations in
    the philippines at 35. Everything seems perfectly well. Until
    psoriasis came into the picture…. I was starting to withraw from
    society because i can not even manage a decent hand-shake with my
    clients and peers. I eventually resign my position and job. I started
    to question everything that i believe in….my creator not spared. I
    found false comfort from DRUGS. For two years since then, i was a
    dependent. I lost everything that i have in life. includung my family
    because i started to be unreasonable and helpless.

    HERE….NOW….
    After 3 years of fighting off my addiction. I can now say that i
    became stronger and hopeful again. I am now practicing visualization
    complementing my topical and oral meds. I wish to start with my
    cleansing diet soon. Couldn’t find a decent job yet but i know one
    day i will. I started to have and win my family back. I haven’t done
    drugs for the past 3 years now and vow not to ever come near to it.
    My condition is not yet getting better but i know in my heart, there
    is a purpose deeper than i can ever comprehend. I know i will be
    healed…if not physically…..maybe spiritually…..

    thanks for reading this.

  2. Tomas Rozella Says:

    Hi Josef,

    First of all, welcome to the group. I think you are the only other Filipino here
    that I know. I don’t know if this
    will console you a bit but I’ve been suffering from psoriasis for almost 10
    years already. I first found out about
    this when I was still in college. Yes, dandruff-like condition and small red
    patches. I went through the same
    condition. But believe me, from the people that I have talked to and from
    reading lots of articles about psoriasis,
    it’s easier to remedy it at the onset. At present, I have psoriasis in almost
    all parts of my body. Good thing, I can
    still wear short-sleeved polo or shirts but I’m starting to have some spots on
    my elbows already.


    One good thing about my condition is that I have come to terms with it and I
    have sort of changed the way I see myself
    and also the other people who do not totally understand my condition. I’m still
    searching for a good medication and
    saving up for those which I can’t afford right now.

    Just this evening, I met up with a former psoriasis sufferer. I saw old pictures
    wherein there are spots even on the
    face. From what I have listened to, she is 3 months into medication following a
    strict diet. It is something more
    related to cleansing one’s system. I have noticed that all the spots on the head
    and face are gone now.

    I’ll meet them again sometime next week and I’ll also try to get in touch with
    the doctor/nutritionist who is looking
    after that person. I’ll let this group know of any news.

    Thanks,
    Oliver

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  3. Hunter Gilbert Says:

    Hi Josef:

    I am sorry about your sad history. I do not
    suffer from psoriasis but my dad does since he was a
    teenager. I dont know what exactly is he into but I
    believe he uses a bonalfa based cream.

    I hope that could help.

    Victor

  4. Fabian Holley Says:

    Josef,

    That is a tear jerking story and amazing at the same time. I am so sorry for
    your suffering and wish you all the luck on your new journey. Thank you for
    sharing.

    Mindy

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